Have you ever feel lost? Not sure what to do...and with no objective....
Somehow I have been like this rather frequently lately....especially career wise. Could it be that I am not happy with what I am currently doing? This is the question I have been asking myself lately and sadly I am not able to answer a yes to it. I am having doubt. Since my tenure with this organisation, I have never felt like this before I moved to MSD. Although my previous role requires me to work on shift and weekends, I have always felt motivated.
Sigh~
Have I gotten into the wrong job? Am I not enjoying what I am doing which causes me to feel this way? Or could it be because of my leader?
I am definitely not overworked as I just came back from a holiday...
No clue what is the root cause...
Sigh~
Monday, September 7, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Krabi
Just came back from Krabi last Thursday, went with 8 other friends.
What do I think?
1. Feels like a suckling pig as I got quite burn.
2. Feeling tired as we did numerous snorkelings with drinking session every night.
3. Lovely scenery, mediocre food, cheap beach message(lousy).
4. Great company = Priceless
Conclusion? This trip was great, filled with sun, sea, fun, and laughters.
Am so tempted to get MC for Friday... yayaya~ you must be thinking that I am such an undedicated staff, think all you want but I bet everyone would have thought the same thing at least once in their career so do not pretend to be a saint.
Some pretty pictures for sharing...sharing is caring ma.... :-)
Poda Island
Poda Island
Maya Bay (scene of The Beach by Leonardo Dicaprio)
Lagoon
What do I think?
1. Feels like a suckling pig as I got quite burn.
2. Feeling tired as we did numerous snorkelings with drinking session every night.
3. Lovely scenery, mediocre food, cheap beach message(lousy).
4. Great company = Priceless
Conclusion? This trip was great, filled with sun, sea, fun, and laughters.
Am so tempted to get MC for Friday... yayaya~ you must be thinking that I am such an undedicated staff, think all you want but I bet everyone would have thought the same thing at least once in their career so do not pretend to be a saint.
Some pretty pictures for sharing...sharing is caring ma.... :-)
Poda Island
Poda Island
Maya Bay (scene of The Beach by Leonardo Dicaprio)
Lagoon (forgotten its name but it was sure breathtaking)
Sunset at Railay West
Sunset at Railay WestThursday, August 20, 2009
整定??
又忘記帶手機返工.
放工返到屋企, 好順手就攞起部手機來check下睇有無sms或者missed call囉. 出乎我以料, 既然睇到佢嘅missed call. 禮貌上都要覆返個電話俾人o地嘅, so咪覆call囉, 佢既然問我要不要看戲. 哇!! 驚喜~
我其實想啦啦臨应成, 但係, 點都要有少少性格嘅, 所以就唔咗幾秒先应成. 決定咗睇九點三, 但因為太遲所以網上訂不到票, 唯有到戲院先賣.
之後無麼大件事發生, 只不過係八點幾開始落大雨, 行雷閃電麼都有齊.
唸住雨好快會停啦, 總有希望嘅, 唔使擔心.
係啊, 雨有停啊, 總要啱啱係九點先停添, 都已經趕唔切啦, 又要駕車去, 又要賣票.
真係激死我!! 唔通真係整定?
哎~
放工返到屋企, 好順手就攞起部手機來check下睇有無sms或者missed call囉. 出乎我以料, 既然睇到佢嘅missed call. 禮貌上都要覆返個電話俾人o地嘅, so咪覆call囉, 佢既然問我要不要看戲. 哇!! 驚喜~
我其實想啦啦臨应成, 但係, 點都要有少少性格嘅, 所以就唔咗幾秒先应成. 決定咗睇九點三, 但因為太遲所以網上訂不到票, 唯有到戲院先賣.
之後無麼大件事發生, 只不過係八點幾開始落大雨, 行雷閃電麼都有齊.
唸住雨好快會停啦, 總有希望嘅, 唔使擔心.
係啊, 雨有停啊, 總要啱啱係九點先停添, 都已經趕唔切啦, 又要駕車去, 又要賣票.
真係激死我!! 唔通真係整定?
哎~
Sunday, August 9, 2009
List of events continued...
I went for follow up check on Friday and guess what happened? Nothing serious, just that I was referred to GH for further investigation for possible H1N1....#%*@$&#*!
The list of events below just grew longer. On Friday morning, I was feeling all enthusiastic to go to work, thinking that I just needed to drop by the clinic for the docs to confirm I am all good. My turn came, doctor put on the temperature strip on my forehead and said that I am still having fever and am still having sore throat. Great! The next thing I know is that I was given 1 more day MC and a referral letter to the GH for further investigation for possible H1N1. Just great! Oh...knowing that I need to do follow up check, yet I am capable of not bringing my insurance card. It was left at home, no big deal, just that I need to pay and claim back later. Life is just great! More things to do to keep my life interesting...
Spent couples of hours in GH and finally doctor confirmed I am clear of H1N1....see I said...nothing serious....*speechless*
The list of events below just grew longer. On Friday morning, I was feeling all enthusiastic to go to work, thinking that I just needed to drop by the clinic for the docs to confirm I am all good. My turn came, doctor put on the temperature strip on my forehead and said that I am still having fever and am still having sore throat. Great! The next thing I know is that I was given 1 more day MC and a referral letter to the GH for further investigation for possible H1N1. Just great! Oh...knowing that I need to do follow up check, yet I am capable of not bringing my insurance card. It was left at home, no big deal, just that I need to pay and claim back later. Life is just great! More things to do to keep my life interesting...
Spent couples of hours in GH and finally doctor confirmed I am clear of H1N1....see I said...nothing serious....*speechless*
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Life is full of unexpected events...
Have been a while since my last post. Why?? Because I was bogged down with a list of events.
I just like how events can happen one after another, unplanned. Oh did I mention, it was all unpleasant but memorable.
Here is the list of events taken place from June till today.
1) It all started with a small trip and fall where I scratched my knee, nothing serious, my knee got swollen with some unwanted carvings.
2) Then came the trip and fall from a wet staircase. Not too serious, got a crack on my lower spine, cannot sit for 2 weeks, cannot sleep well for 2 weeks, got medical leave for 3 weeks, and was told it will take 6 weeks to heal, how exciting~
3) My beloved dalmation name Patra left after being with us for 14 years.
4) What's next? I dropped a pair of sharp scissors onto my right foot's 2nd toe. Oh, just to make this incident a bit more memorable, the scissors fell straight onto the cuticle creating a deep cut. Ya, blood was the outcome of this.
Oh! Did I mention #2~#4 happened within a week?
5) Then I got a cold sore on my lip. Under normal circumstances, this is acceptable as I can hide at home. Somehow this happened when I have important lunches, dinners, and meetings, this cold sore has become an eye sore.
6) On Tuesday, in the office I started to fell uneasy. Bought a thermometer and it was showing my body temperature at 38.5C, follow by headache, body ache, and sorethroat. To make things worst, I just got back from Singapore on Sunday. Well within the 7 days period, having 4 out of the 5 symptoms. I then head to the clinic and was given 3 days medical leaves. The doctor said that if I do not feel better in 2 days, they will send me to the hospital to check for possible H1N1. Have recovered from fever and will be going for follow up check tomorrow. Hopefully doctor is happy with my recovery.
So here you are, the chain of events that got me busy and away from updating the blog. Life is just full of unexpected events.
I just like how events can happen one after another, unplanned. Oh did I mention, it was all unpleasant but memorable.
Here is the list of events taken place from June till today.
1) It all started with a small trip and fall where I scratched my knee, nothing serious, my knee got swollen with some unwanted carvings.
2) Then came the trip and fall from a wet staircase. Not too serious, got a crack on my lower spine, cannot sit for 2 weeks, cannot sleep well for 2 weeks, got medical leave for 3 weeks, and was told it will take 6 weeks to heal, how exciting~
3) My beloved dalmation name Patra left after being with us for 14 years.
4) What's next? I dropped a pair of sharp scissors onto my right foot's 2nd toe. Oh, just to make this incident a bit more memorable, the scissors fell straight onto the cuticle creating a deep cut. Ya, blood was the outcome of this.
Oh! Did I mention #2~#4 happened within a week?
5) Then I got a cold sore on my lip. Under normal circumstances, this is acceptable as I can hide at home. Somehow this happened when I have important lunches, dinners, and meetings, this cold sore has become an eye sore.
6) On Tuesday, in the office I started to fell uneasy. Bought a thermometer and it was showing my body temperature at 38.5C, follow by headache, body ache, and sorethroat. To make things worst, I just got back from Singapore on Sunday. Well within the 7 days period, having 4 out of the 5 symptoms. I then head to the clinic and was given 3 days medical leaves. The doctor said that if I do not feel better in 2 days, they will send me to the hospital to check for possible H1N1. Have recovered from fever and will be going for follow up check tomorrow. Hopefully doctor is happy with my recovery.
So here you are, the chain of events that got me busy and away from updating the blog. Life is just full of unexpected events.
Monday, July 6, 2009
公說公有理, 婆說婆有理
唉~手掌又係肉, 手背又係肉...有時真係左右做人難...唉~
好多時其實都係兩個都有錯, 但雙方面就係死要臉, 明明係錯都要讲都係因為對方做咗啲嘢先之會搞成咁...其實我只係聽到男方嘅指控, 仲沒聽女方面嘅辯護, 但我就好肯定係兩個嘅錯. 正所謂單手拍唔响, 邊到有可能係完全一方面所做嘅好事啊...一定係一唱一和搞出來嘅啦...
搞到我做中間人事小, 只希望今次嘅褒會無留抵裂痕...事關咁會影響到佢地夫妻嘅感情...無謂啰...每一段感情都會有咬撬, 無論邊個唔o岩邊個唔著都唔緊要, 最緊要係唔好傷和氣...
唉~身為中間人, 我唔可以幫任何一方, (雖然我覺得今次係男方過分咗)...費事後果不堪設想...唯有做聆聽者...
好多時其實都係兩個都有錯, 但雙方面就係死要臉, 明明係錯都要讲都係因為對方做咗啲嘢先之會搞成咁...其實我只係聽到男方嘅指控, 仲沒聽女方面嘅辯護, 但我就好肯定係兩個嘅錯. 正所謂單手拍唔响, 邊到有可能係完全一方面所做嘅好事啊...一定係一唱一和搞出來嘅啦...
搞到我做中間人事小, 只希望今次嘅褒會無留抵裂痕...事關咁會影響到佢地夫妻嘅感情...無謂啰...每一段感情都會有咬撬, 無論邊個唔o岩邊個唔著都唔緊要, 最緊要係唔好傷和氣...
唉~身為中間人, 我唔可以幫任何一方, (雖然我覺得今次係男方過分咗)...費事後果不堪設想...唯有做聆聽者...
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Extended medical leave - Part II
Went for my follow up on Monday and guess what I got from the doctor? Yes, another week of MC and 2 bars of stronger painkillers. Those mushrooms which bloomed last week dried and a new batch has bloomed, this time more in quantity. I have to continue my sleep, eat, sleep, eat, and sleep routine for another week...how nice...
Many of my friends envy me for having the chance to rest at home. Actually, it is nice to rest at home IF you are physically fit. For my condition, 坐又不是, 躺又不是, 站又不是, 走又不是, is actually not that enjoyable. Second follow up is scheduled for next Monday, hopefully I will not get another week of MC. If that really happened, am afraid if my workstation is still vacant for me when I return.
Many of my friends envy me for having the chance to rest at home. Actually, it is nice to rest at home IF you are physically fit. For my condition, 坐又不是, 躺又不是, 站又不是, 走又不是, is actually not that enjoyable. Second follow up is scheduled for next Monday, hopefully I will not get another week of MC. If that really happened, am afraid if my workstation is still vacant for me when I return.
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